Dear Diary..

i got so much to tell you.. dunno where to start. Last Thursday, viva. Everything's going on very well ~ i successfully convince everyone including my lecturers that i have completed my thesis 100%. (Actually it's 80% finished) Everyone seems to believe me coz i have the confidence while delivering my presentation with interesting video (thanx 2 nina 4 being my 'testing model').

Friday morning, i went to Nilai for my 1st job interview. Emerson Process Management. Once again everything seems so perfect that i didn't even feel even 1 butterfly in my stomach.

10am, i'm back in UKM. Went to my department (electrical department) farewell party. (party??)
Ntahla..ada makan2 sket. Yang penting, mkn free.. and yess, Fiza ~ it has been sooo long we haven't eat plenty of delicious food like that.. (breakfast nasi lemak RM1/Lunch maggi mee/dinner nasi bungkus kolej RM1)

12pm ~ watching anime @ bilik shamil. Got a phone call from mama..

"Bebek dah tak ada.. Balik cepat, nak kebumikan sebelum maghrib. Bagitau kakak skali"

I got the news, call my sister and ready to go home immediately. Sehelai sepinggang. I manage to hold my tears until Shamil ask me what happen.

Sampai rumah kul 8pm. $^#%@@! punya bas transnational!! I'll never take that bus again. delay 1 hour. Tak sempat.. Tak sempat jumpa Bebek 4 the last time. Never got the chance to kiss him goodbye..

No, i didn't cry..

I'm glad he's gone in a peaceful way. Mama kata bebek meninggal dalam keadaan qiam, kedua belah tangan sedia di perut, kaki lurus dirapatkan. Macam dah sedia dan tau dah sampai masanya..