Monday, 23 January 2006

sad

we don't always have to be funny rite guys? i'm feeling a bit down today. Pagi2 dah nangis. Lama tak mcm ni.

I know i have to go home..
I know i have to see him b4 everything's too late
I know...
yesss.. U don't have to push me

But i dowan..i dowan to go home
it hurt so much to see the 1 u love suffer
breathing every their last breath
..and u can do nothing to help them..

I wish I am a doctor
I'm so stupid becoz i dowan to take medic dulu2.. My Biology masa SPM dapat A1.. but i never want to be a doctor..

I wish he can stay longer
I wish to have him by my side on my graduation day
I have bought him a nice white kemeja batik 4 that event
..how i wish to have him forever..

29 stalker (s):

  • bertique

    nothing left forever, nothing.

    cheerish the moment, stay calm. this is the agreement, tiap yg hidup pasti akan menemui penciptaNya.

    *hugs*

  • zuhri

    itu adalah hukum alam. they go to allow the new to come. it's a cycle of life. sabar la, pinky. like betik said, just cherish the moments. he needs u now more than ever. we have to learn to let it go.

  • pinky angel

    there are some times when u need to share something..let everything out from ur head..lpskan semua yg membebankan.

    but there r also times when u juz need hugs and someone to listen.juz listening to u will be more than enuff.

    neway, thanx guys!

    p/s: any more comment or advice will only make me cry or else maybe i juz have to delete this entry..

  • Cik Puan Muda Stress

    errr... be strong kay...

    i dowan to say anything further that'll make you sad'er'....

    you know there's always us here to cheer you up, and zuhri can always take you up for naan...

  • pinky angel

    hahahhahaaa...

    thanx cik puan.
    u made my day =)

    C guys, this is how to cheer me up. Don't say anything dat will make me sad'er'.

    Help!! korang buatla lawak sket. takmoh sedey2 ni..

  • bertique

    wei zuhri, cepat buat lawak. aku tak reti melawak nih, ko ngan cik pms reti la..

    in fact, cik pms apa yg dia tak reti kan? kan? miss u dinda :P

    grrrrr ...

  • Cik Puan Muda Stress

    awww you miss me? woohooo!!
    baca tu zuhri?

    i misss yewwww moreeee!!! (betik kay..bukan zuhri)

    *mode tido tersengih sorang2 ON*

  • zuhri

    yeah, and i know pinky misses me....haha...ambik yew...engko ingat engko sorang ajer yang dinmissed? kehkehkeh...cik puan, when la to start playing tennis one? u and serena williams look like adik beradik already.

  • Wong Ah Beng

    kinky..
    u can hug me..i dun mind..
    laii..laii. :)

  • RaNdoMHEarTsOfArMylla

    uit...
    be strong gurl...i know exactly how you feel....but the key is to stay strong..you can't run away from facing it...try to be as close to him as possible ....trust me ...he needs the love and support...
    try not to cry infront of them..

    "don't be afraid of death, be afraid of the unlived life"

  • Cik Puan Muda Stress

    *ditujukan khas buat sedara zuhri*
    at least i look femes.
    first come serena, then look outt tyra!!! huh!

    *yun*
    hey babe.. jom gi minum. i pun stress la..

  • zuhri

    cik puan, u got that transformer machine ke? wahh....u should make a lot and sell, sure u jadi billionaire, richer than the lebanese guy...hahahaha

    betik goes in, and keluar jadi papaya...hahahaha

  • Cik Puan Muda Stress

    betik, apa lagi, pertahankan diri anda. maruah buah2an tempatan di tangan anda.

  • bertique

    tak pe la, betik ker papaya ker nama jek berlainan, rupa dan rasa tetap sama.

    bak kata omputih "roses by any names smell just as sweet"

    kuang kuang kuang ..

    aku tgh profound mode nih

  • RaNdoMHEarTsOfArMylla

    *amaran..
    kepada pemudi-pemudi yang suke swimming kat casa villa...

    berhati2 kalau pergi swim..baru-baru ini ada kejadian mengintai yg dasyat...
    tadi wa dan fizaloma tgh swim...fiza suruh tgk blok b tingkat 3 dari penthouse(rumah yang ade kucing gebu comel tu..not ah beng...or is it?)...terdapat sebuah lembaga hitam yang menenung kami dgn lamanya......die tidak berganjak dari situ setelah menyedari kami melihat ke arahnya....kami beranggapan bahawa die sedang melancap ala2 "norman bates" dlm cerita "psycho"...
    kami pun terus beransur kerana tidak sanggup menjadi bahan melancap umum lembaga itu...

    KEJINYEEEEEEEE!!!!...tak senang..

    weh..jgn swim sorang2...especially mlm....oleh itu ajak la rakan..

    kisah benar..serius

  • zuhri

    takkan pemuda pun jadi bahan *toot* di jugak kot? ni dah kira bisexual

  • Cik Puan Muda Stress

    eeuuuwww
    like, eeuuuuwwwww

  • pinky angel

    bertique
    lapa..nak roti pisang cheese.. Bg benda tu dah lebih dari menghiburkan.Takyah buat lawak pun takpe.hehe..

    cik PMS
    wohoooo..Mana ko menghilang cik PMS?blog orang rajin je komen. Blog sendirik senyap. Lost interest n blogging??

    zuhri
    yahh..i miss u.. Igt OSIM igt I ok?? hehee.. I'm looking 4wrd for the tenis lesson =p

    ab beng
    *hugs*kisses* xoxoxoxo
    wa kalau sedih wa selalu peluk kitty wa.tp di kajang wa tak ada kitty.nasib baik lu ada..

    p/s:gambar balu lu manyiak choooomeiii...!!

    bazbina
    tq.help me 2 be strong like u

  • pinky angel

    cik PMS
    jomm!! tapi tggu duit loan i masuk. huhu...(stress tahap melampau)

    zuhri
    ooOooo..nakal ye??suka usik orang ye??

    *spank!spank!*

    cik PMS
    hahahahaa..buah2an tempatan?haha..
    errr..actually i x brp nak suka mkn betik.Kene bagi sejuk betul2 dlm peti ais baru leh mkn. kalo tak leh muntah.

    bertique
    roses?me?how shweeett...

    *mode buat2 silap paham ON*

    bazbina
    biarla..tak luak pun dia pandang. hahahhaaa...

    *mode kompiden badan tu chantek sgt ON*

    zuhri
    apa kata kita buat experiment ket. U jd umpan,kitorang survey ada org intai u ke tak..

    cik PMS
    euuuwwwwww jugak...

  • Cik Puan Muda Stress

    hilang? bila masa lak i hilang?yew hilang ingatan kot.

  • RaNdoMHEarTsOfArMylla

    help you to be strong?...i will...it's easy...you have to be blur and morbid like me....hehe..:)...
    no seriously...you think being infront of them makes you weak....but it's always the other way round....they will become your inner strength to not burst ouy....trust me with my own experience...

    on kene intai...
    beb...ko kene tgk sape yg intai kitorang tu beb...baru ko tau rasenyer...set set padayappa dah...

    chantek tak chantek tak penting...dari pandangan atas nampak menawan je...putih gebu je..ahaks!

    *mode penambahan perasan badan tu chantek sgt ON

  • pinky angel

    cik puan stress
    i rasa blog u dah lama tak ber apdet.adakah cik puan sdg stress skang??kamon babeh..zuhri and betik ada.diorg sudi menjd ugarbro anda utk mkn roti naan..

    miss rawak
    errr...i should buy a google so dat i can wear my cantact lens while swimming..hehe..

  • zuhri

    pinky, i dok offer kat u, cik puan yang menyibuk walhal sedangkan dia dah menteri kewangan yang tidak disedari duitnya asyik kena curik ajer....hahahaha

  • Cik Puan Muda Stress

    apa ni?
    femesnya i sampai kat blog orang lain pun korang bincang pasal i.
    udah2 la tu anak2 oi...
    jangan taksub sangat dengan i...

  • pinky angel

    zuhri
    u ni,kata sugarbro i.. Duit bulan ni apsl tak msk lg dlm akaun i? hehehe..

    cik puan
    errrrr.. baik nek..

  • MeLLiFLuOus

    yes yun..i've join the club..hahaha...
    well sbb my dad la aku inspired to start this blog thgy...dah bosan tulis journal...mcm selalu je...hehe...
    xpela yun...walaupon kau xsempat jmpa ayah kau...u still hear about him...and u can alwayz alwayz have a perfect dad in ur heart & mind ;)

  • pinky angel

    tq gee..and welcome to the club!! =)

  • zuhri

    eh, camner blog yang itu hari boleh hilang?

  • pinky angel

    saja,delete..hehe..

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