Thursday, 22 December 2005

entry 4 mr bertique

a story about FRIENDSHIP..

"..u'll never know who is ur real friend until.."


9 pagi, 14 Sept 2004
"Alamak, dah lambat!! Kelas dah start. Matila aku.." Throttle dipulas hingga habis dan skuter kuning itu meluncur laju menuruni bukit. Tiba-tiba...

Dia tak sedar apa yang telah terjadi. Ada ramai orang sedang mengerumuni dia. Beberapa orang mengalihkankan motor yang menindih tubuhnya sementara 2 orang lagi memapahnya, membantu dia untuk cuba berdiri.

Ada benda hangat mengalir laju dari hidung. Dia tahan dengan telapak tangan kirinya.

Darah.

Dia cuba mengangkat tangan kanannya. Terkulai.. Tak rasa apa-apa. Tak mampu digerakkan.

Bantuan datang dengan segera. Sepantas kilat dia sudah berada di wad kecemasan. Dunia bagaikan berpusing. Pandangan mula berpinar. Badan mula menggelupur di atas katil bercadar putih itu. Nafas semakin laju. Darah mencemari baju.

Dia dirawat. Dibawa ke bilik x-ray.

" Tulang di pergelangan tangan kanan patah. Perlu disimen"

Pulang dari hospital..

Kawan baik 1 : "Kesiannye kau.. Aku janji aku dtg bilik ko tiap hari. Nanti ada apa2, panggil aku tau"

angguk.

Kawan baik 2 : "..jadi, maknanya.. AKU lah yang kene jaga ko lepas ni hari-hari?" sinis..

tergamam.

Kawan baik 3: Terdiam, memandang balutan simen penuh ngeri.

senyap.

...1 minggu berlalu...

Kawan baik 1 hilang entah ke mana. Tak datang menjenguk langsung.

Kawan baik 2 datang bertanya khabar dan berlalu.

kawan baik 3 datang seperti biasa, sekurang-kurangnya menghilangkan sunyi dan sakit di hati.

tapi

Kawan biasa 1 (cuma bertemu sesekali dan bertukar senyuman) datang melawat, membawa buah tangan dan minyak untuk menyapu luka.

Kawan biasa 2 berceloteh tentang pantang larang untuk orang yang patah tulang. "kau jangan makan benda2 gatal..udang ke, ayam ke.. Minum air kelapa pun jangan! Bisa.."

kawan biasa 3, "Kau ok hari ni? Dah makan?? Jom aku bawak ko gi makan.. "

Kawan biasa 4, "Arini lecturer bagi tips exam. Aku ada salinkan utk ko.."

.... Hari berganti hari.. Luka dah pun sembuh. Tangan kanan sudah mula bekerja seperti biasa.

Dia kembali bergembira bersama kawan2 baiknya. Makan bersama, ketawa bersama.. Tiada dendam atau sakit di hati lagi.

Dia masih bertukar senyum dengan kawan2 biasanya.. Tapi dia sudah tahu menghargai harga sebuah senyuman biasa itu..


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istilah 'kawan baik' tu tak penting. Tak kiralah, dia sentiasa ada untuk kita.. masa susah, masa senang.. Tapi yang penting, peranan seorang manusia tu. Membantu ketika diperlukan. Tak penting jika kita dianggap istimewa di matanya atau tidak. Tak penting untuk kita sentiasa menyibukkan diri di sisinya. Tak penting..

23 stalker (s):

  • ~MySaRa~

    u broke ur right wrist and i'm sorry i can't be there for u...i broke my left wrist(damn snowboard!!) and u can't be here for me too..but we're still frens forever..that's the time when we appreciate why God give us two hands.and why God give us frens..coz,we can't live alone...i miss u beb!!

  • pinky angel

    nyiawwWw...mysara!

    i never knew u have a blog.tp mana link nye?? hehe..

    thanx dear.thanx 4 being my friend. Baru sedar time2 tu betapa pentingnya our 2 hands. ++i'm right handed!!Seksanya nak buat semua benda tgn kiri.

    miss u 2 babeh.. Love u owez

  • bertique

    u ker yg patah tangan tuh?? kesian, apsal tak kasi tau i??

    btw, there's truth in your posting. in search of a true friend, we need to ask ourselves - are we one of them? are we trustworthy enough to be one.

    in the end, we all human. and to err is human. we make mistake, we took friends for granted, and we leave them out of the equation. but it's normal, coz we are human.

    no one's perfect anyway. that's the reason why we need friends, or we have friends .. it compliments what we are lacking in and vice versa.

    cuma, yg i marah sgt. kenapa dia masak sayur air tak letak belacan!! ko bukannya tak tau yg makanan kegemaran aku ialah belacan! belachan!

    :P

  • pinky angel

    bertique
    yepp..that's what i'm trying to say here.we'r not perfect.Salah orang memang senang nak nmpk, tp bkn slh sendiri.

    Jgn tuding jari telunjuk pada orang lain sbb 3jari yang lain tgh tunjuk ke arah kita.

    Don't take everything too serious. Kalau rasa org tu amek kesmptn kat kita, tak pyhla nk simpan2 dendam nak bls blk. Sbb kita sndri tak sedar kalau kita pun sama mcm tu.

    btw, sayur air baik utk kesihatan. sbb dia syg awak, tanak awak nye idung rompong.hehe..

  • ~MySaRa~

    link nyer?? secret maa..if u want,come in person..hahaha..

  • zuhri

    pinky, u had accident? la..bila ni? tu ler...lain kali bawak skuter tu kena hati2, jangan pikir nak pecut ajer (advice from a guy who had...errr..*lost count*...number of accidents with his kapchai). awak tu anak dara lagi, karang turun harga lak (now sounding like ur mother..hehe).

    anyway pinky, speaking on my own, i never really count on other people when i'm down. it's all up to me to get up and get my ass moving. though i have good friends, it's very much up to them. so, with little expectation, i don't really expect much from them, which wouldn't frustrate me should they pay little attention to me. at that time, attention from the family is most important. kengkawan - they come and go. family, they'll stay with you (oh well, most of normal families).

  • la femme √©crivain

    friends again?

    hmm..bile pikir balik..
    real friends are those we've bonded with...
    cth,suatu mase dulu,i didn keep in touch sgt wit this good fren fr high school...she's really near at tat time..kat um je...
    one day in one the surveys in her bulletin board

    'who's your best friend?
    iris '

    i felt warm all over and smiled.
    we havent talked to each other for months,not even a single sms to btanye khabar..we dont even know the latest news about each other...

    but when we finally meet up,there's no awkward silence.things were like as it always has been.

    as we grow up,we lead separate lives.and the ones u bonded with,understand tat.and the ones that u've bonded with,can come and go missing but u can always count on their coming back.

    and kawan2 biase are the ones we have to keep in touch,nurture the friendship,otherwise they'll never come back.

    im glad that i've bonded with some.

  • bertique

    you are right there too pinky. it's just that .. nvrmind, i'll write one post specially for you on this matter. every action has reaction, i wanna see how you'll react on that.

    question to ask now:-
    a) am i trustworthy?
    b) am i a good friends?

    if you have answered YES for both, nd your friends concur. but still you been treated like shit .. dah nasib la kot ..

    hahahah

  • zuhri

    bertique - u said it well. i really love how u ended the comment...hahahaa

  • pinky angel

    mysara
    secret blog?secretlink?wahh..being mysterious nampk??


    zuhri
    errr..lama dah. setahun yg lalu.u mat rempit ek masa muda2 dulu?hehe..
    alamak..kene sound!"pliz mom,pliz.. Don't sell my scooter!!btw mom, psl turun harga tak jd masalah.someone said i look like ct nurhaliza!!surely the prize will go up.."haha..

    Sedih baca komen u sbnrnye.4 unlucky ppl yg tak ramai anggota family mcm me..FRIENDS are very2 important.


    la iris
    hehe..
    "real friends are those we've bonded with"
    terSENTAP baca ur comment.completely agree wif dat.similar situation here..kan ________? (if ur my bestfriend, fill in the blank with ur name)


    bertique
    thanx sbb menjadi commenter setia.hehe..Kalau dah naseb diri mcm tu, apa nak buat..*sigh*
    "naseb kau la labu.."


    zuhri
    haha..me 2!

  • zuhri

    pinky, there are only three of us. my elder sis (who's married to a spanish and been staying overseas for the past 12 years - balik bila raya ajer) and my younger sis (who's been studying and now working in uk since 10 years ago - balik bila raya ajer). pretty much i'm alone here with my parents (in ipoh)...and their cats :) but they are world to me, all of them (excluding the cats...hehe)

  • pinky angel

    zuhri
    hey..don't get me wrong here.I didn't say my family tu not important to me. Of coz la i Love em so much.

    But still..when it comes to 'unsolve problems', i'll find my friends.

    Saya bukan jenis yg boleh share problem with my family..

    I have only 1 c's since my father died when me dlm perut lg.

    I'm all alone too..dari kecik suka main sorang2, ckp sorang2.mcm psycho lak.Takde saper layan. Bila dah knl erti KAWAN, baru rasa best sket hidup..

  • pinky angel

    zuhri
    *my cats t'msk dlm my family too..
    anak2 angkat kesayangan my mom.hehe..

  • Wong Ah Beng

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  • Wong Ah Beng

    pinky...
    kadang2, musuh ketat tuh lebih baik daripada kawan baik worr..

  • zuhri

    pinky - u got loads of frens here yang sanggup u layan cakap apa saja :)

    ah beng - how musuh ketat can be better?

  • pinky angel

    ab beng
    yah ab beng..how??

    zuhri
    hehe..i leb yu all.. =p

  • GbuM

    friends are useful when i need to get myself some booz... hahahaha

    not expect much from frens!!!

  • mental muz

    girls make better companions than friends. or was it another way around?

  • Wong Ah Beng

    zuhri/kinky angel..

    musuh ketat aa, terang2 tunjuk talak suka sama lu..So lu boleh berjaga2.

    kawan baik, dalam diam2 boleh cucuk belakang lu..sakit woo lu pun talak tau

    So mana lebih baik? :)

  • Cik Puan Muda Stress

    hahahaha.. you're sure one 'glass is half empty' guy arent cha Mr Beng?

    well, you cant choose your family, but you sure as hell can choose your friends. :)

  • Wong Ah Beng

    cik puan muda stresss..
    I usually finish off my glass of woter. Talak elok membazir..amalan yg keji.
    har har

  • pinky angel

    gbum
    yah..i didn't expect much from u. hehe..

    muz
    i guess u should make an entry wif dat topic

    ab beng
    kawan baik yg diam2 cucok belakang bkn kawan baik. ia dipanggil musuh dlm blanket.

    betul tu.lu jgn jd itu maciam punya kawan tau..

    cik puan muda stress
    jgn stress2 sgt.teruskan mengeji ab beng utk rasa lebih bahagia.hahaha

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