DNA blood test

ni la gamba 'bakal family' aku, insya allah.. Tapi ape yg merisaukan aku, ada ke kemungkinan teddy ni abg kandung aku? mungkin tidakk..hehe..

Bak kata suti "aku risau tul bdk kembar 2 org tu. Ptt buat DNA blood test!!"

hehhe..ye ke suti? Faz yg kata mcm tu. Tapi kalo kitorg dating, byk je mata memandang.

gurl : Betulla..diorg adik beradik...
boy : Bukan..
gurl : Betull...
(pandang kitorang 3-4 kali)

Hahahhaaa.. sumbang mahram ke?? Gile tul..
Dahla teddy kata dulu masa dia kecik, dia pernah duduk Johor. Sekolah kat Skolah Keb. Bukit Rahmat.. Eiii, tu skola kat kampung aku tu!!!

p/s : muka kakak dia sebijik muka kazen aku, Ira..

pc oh pc

Sbb dia aku bankrupt..
Sbb dia gak aku rasa mcm nak mintak keje
GRO kat MTV karaoke dpn umah aku ni..
huhuhuhuuu....

Happy bday FRienDs..

18 Sept - MukMiN
19 Sept - ShamiLa
20 Sept - Bai & Nia
21 Sept - Sabil

Ramai tul lahir bln 9 ni. Teddy heran sbb aku suka igt bday orang. Bkn ape.. pada aku, bday ni bole dianggap 1 tarikh penting. Bayangkan, kalau ada orang tiba2 wish "happy bday" kat kita.. Org yg kita tak rapat sgt.. Apa yg kita pk masa tu??

"Dia igt bday aku..Maknanya dia igt psl aku. X sangka dia igt psl aku. Aku x igt pun psl dia kdg2"

Maksud aku kat sini, bday tu leh jd simbol peringatan. Mestila kita happy kalau ada org igt kita.Lagi ramai org wish,lagi ramai org igt kita. Apa slh kalau kita buat org tu happy masa bday dia?

potret diri

Saja2 nak upload..
lama dah x melukis. Rindu nak melukis.. Tapi skang takde byk masa. bz memanjang..
Lukisan ni dilukis thn 1997, masa aku form 2.
Dah kuning pun warna dia.

lunatic

berakhir gak mggu lps..mggu yg memeningkan kepala

aku btl2 mcm org gile mggu lps. Bwk moto, lupa nak pakai helmet. Pegi klas, tp pkran tah ke mana. Ngadap pc lebih dr 12 jam..smpi ke subuh. Gi jmpa lecturer, tetiba lupa nk ckp ape.. Presentation pun tah hape2.. Nak blk BP lalu pudu, silap beli tiket komuter. Dah silap tu takpe..tp hampir2 nk terlepas stesyen. aper nak jadik tah..

harini, aku dpt citer ada org kata aku psycho. AhahHaahahaa.. betulla tu..

beware, jgn dekat ngan aku.AKu ni gile.. ahahaaa.. Ade ke org gile ngaku diri dia gile?

LalalLalalaa....

5 arif 1999

i admire dat cute lil guy in dat red circle.. hehehee..

Sampai Casa Vila kul 7 ptg td. Tumpang kete Yati.. Balik ngan Yati, shu and Elly.. Kawan2 sepermainan sejak kecik lagi. Smlm kat umah aku selongkar album lama. Album2 masa skola dulu. Jumpa la 1 gamba ni.. 5 arif 1999. Camne aku dpt gamba ni? ahahaha.. atas usaha aku sndri la!!! Aku nak sgt gamba abg isa (teddy) masa tu. Akhirnya dpt gak,walaupun juz gamba ramai2..gamba klas dia.. Cumelkan dia??? Kalau dah minat tu, mcm2 cara la nak dptkan..Mintak sndri dr dia,hampeh! dia anta gamba moto dia adala..

she' so beautiful..

she's so beautiful..
and she's my bestfriend..
she's my sara..

Congrates!! i'm gonna miss u..

do not disturb me

huhuhuuu...
bz, ter sgt la bz.. tp aku nk gak menulis kat sini

mlm ni,target..

buat asignment EM - Smith Chart
progress report utk tesis

esok pg - (harap2 bgn pg la..) study radio satelit
ptg - ( x kan nk ponteng klas lg?? huhuhuuu...)
mlm - prepare utk presentation 1st viva + study, study, study!!!!!

jumaat pg (8am) - xm radio satelit
ptg (2.45pm - DK 1) - present

balik BP!!!!

sabtu - mai kawen

ahad - blk bangi

isnin/rabu - gamelan utk konvo

jumaat - xm data comm

huarggghhhhh!!!!!! tekanan jiwee....

p/s : 14 sept arini.. genap setaun aku eksiden pth tgn thn lps..

teddy

teddy: apsal selalu kene dump?diorang xreti menghargai ann tu
teddy: me akan jage ann baik2









tiba2 laju je air mata aku jatuh time chat ngan teddy td. Ntah la..
aku pun tak sure sbb ape aku nangis
terharu? happy? tak percaya?

slalu sgt org ckp mcm tu and aku trust 100% kata2 tu. Tp lps tu aku frust lg.. again and again.
Hope kali ni aku tak silap org lagi..
Hope kali ni, dia btl2 akan jd soulmate aku smpi akhir nafas aku nnti..

happy bday FuZz..

Semalam 12 sept, b'day rumet aku- faz

Plan ngan najia nk wat surprise bday party utk dia. Tp b4 tu, pulaukan dia 1 ari. X wish lgsg bday dia, bt2 x igt. Bg dia rasa mcm "x guna aku idup kat dunia ni..Rumet sndri x igt bday.."ahahhahaa..

Sian gak, sedey je muka kwn tu. Aku maintain blakon mcm x igt lgsg. ehehe Ssh siot nk blakon!

kul 7lbh, najia dtg bwk kek. ehehe.. Best tul kenekan dia. Mmg dia bengang je psl dia igt aku sibuk berchenta smpi bday dia pon aku x igt. Hehee..sori ar faz! Plan najia, jgn slhkan aku. lgpun last year aku gak yg plan bday ko. Siap bg kek secret recipe FREE lg. Sori sbb thn ni x dpt sponsor.ahahhaa...

Happy bday fren..

may all ur dreams come true

Tentang Dia

"sian dia..muka lawa, tapi tempang"

ahahhaaha... Mesti tu yg org ckp bila nmpk aku. Chantekk sgt ke aku nih?ahahhaa..

Aku btl2 bersyukur yg kali ni aku accident tak teruk sgt. Tempang takpe. Kejap lagi okla ni. Leh jln mcm biasa. Seb baik x patah tgn lagi. HuhHuhuhuu...

Kesian TedDy.X ckp tido, x ckp rehat sbb aku.TeDdy kalau jmpa aku, tdo 2 jam je..kul 4 pg smpi umah, kul 6 dah bgn siap2 gi keje kat s.alam. p'jlnn dr umah dia ke umah aku dh mkn masa dkt 2 jam. Biasala, org sakit ni ngade2 nye lbh sket. Dia bg aku earing butterfly n choc black forest. Sweet sgt.. Saper kata org tak prnh 'berchenta' ni tak pandai nk amek ati GF??

TeDdy chumel sgt. X prnh x senyum. Dimple dia yg aku jeles sgt tu ketara sgt.. Rasa nak curik letak kat pipi sndri. X prnh membosankan aku. Sntiasa sokong aku. Aku x nak study pun dia tak kisah. Dia tau aku mcm mana. Dpt rasa 'chemistry' tu bila dia ada dkt ngan aku.

Aku x rasa terkongkong ngan dia. Aku bebas buat hal aku sndri. Gud listener.. Ada masa, aku cuma nk bercerita je. Cerita ttg hidup, ttg impian, ttg masalah.. Cuma nak org dgr, bkn utk dgr nasihat. Bkn utk dgr pandangan org tentang impian aku yg kdg2 tak msk akal. Aku seronok sbb teddy pandai layan kerenah aku. Kdg2 dia masuk sekali jadi pelakon tambahan dlm drama yang aku cipta. 'Drama Queen..'

Org kata aku kuat berangan. Slalu cipta impian2 indah yang tak masuk akal. Me and my classic dreams.. mcm dlm fairytales kanak-kanak - ..and they live happily ever after..

"Ku impikan cerita cinta, terindah.. bagaikan dalam dongeng.." -melly goeslow-

hurmm..

Cepatnya masa berlalu.. Td aku chek blk inbox email aku. Delete mana2 email lama yg dh tak ptt ada dlm simpanan aku. Terjumpa email lama teddy dulu. Klaka je baca. Forward balik kat dia. Lama gak knl teddy. 6 thn..

jmpa email Mysara.. psl 80'2 babies.. Paste balik kat sini

Hurmm... Cerita psl Mai, she's my bestfriend since we're 7. My childhood friend. Membesar sama2, share dreams n hope together..

17hb ni dia kawen. Rasa mcm tak percaya pun ada. Rasa mcm tak percaya 'dat time' has come. I juz have 2 learn how 2 let go. Prepare yg dia akan jd milik org, ada tanggungjawab lain yg lebih besar.

Ntahla..tak tau apa prasaan aku. Sedih, happy..campur aduk. Aku semakin sedar sekarang yg masa berlalu semakin pantas dan aku mula terfikir, dah ckp sediakah aku utk semua ni??

mula terfikir kat mana kedudukan aku sekarang..mula terfikir mana aku akan pergi. Mula risau psl masa dpn yg masih belum jelas..

80's babies..

Signs that you are a 80s' baby :

You grew up watching He-man,Transformers,
Thundercats, Silver Hawk and Mickey Mouse. Not
to forget, Ninja Turtles, Mask and Smurfs too.
Girls watched Japanese drama series like -
"Maero Attack", "Oshin" etc.

You grew up brushing your teeth with a mug in
primary school after recess time. You squatted
by a drain with all your classmates beside you,
and brushed your teeth with a colourful mug.

Remember the days when the school nurse, comes
with a list for the dentist appointment,the
sound of the drilling when ur friend has a fill
in his tooth.

You remember the packets of milk we get in
primary school to encourage us to drink more
milk.

In secondary school, girls go to the library to
borrow their favourite romance storybook. In
secondary school, girls wear their school kain
baju kurung too labuh and guys will go to the
school appointed school uniform tailor shop to
tailor make their school trousers to the then
fashionable "baggy pants"!

During primary school days, the teacher will
punish you using a ruler to hit your palm. A
bowl of noodles soup cost only 40c in primary
school days. When you were in primary school,
girls like to go to the bookshop to buy cute
stuff such as animal erasers,sharpeners,notebook
etc.

Yaohan departmental stores used to be a
favourite hangout for families during weekends.

In secondary school days, you buy the Bata BM
Turbo school shoes. Some guys like to wear those
china made ankle high shoes. Some even like to
wear those very thick socks with their school
shoes.

Internet? E-mail? What the hell is that? So you
thought a decade or more ago. Your friends don't
have pagers or handphones in school.

CDs? What's that? Cassette tapes were the norm.
Movie tickets used to cost less than $5 last
time.

The goodies from Mama shop used to be Mamee, Ka
ka,Kum Kum, Ding Dang choco balls (with toys in
the box), colourful hard "egg", "cigerette"
chocolate, pink bottle of bubbles, and small
tubes with yellow sticks to blow "more lasting"
bubbles that you can pop more air in or slam it
on.

You never forget 'Ti Kam'.

When exams are over, the board games (eg: UNO,
Monopoly, CLUEDO) & hand held video games
will be all over the class room.

Your favourite sound is the bell! For it's the
homemade ice cream man. The cream that tops
Haagan Dazs! The pink colour ice-cream with eyes
plus a wide smile.

And the other peddler you love is the old lady
who sells juicy Muah Chee and thick golden syrup
rolled in a ballon the tip of a chopstick stick.

Another bell is the recess bell, a time to get
away from school work and to eat. Another time
when there is no bell but all guys will
anxiously wait for it...The PJ,PE time (time for
football!)

Your favourite childhood games were
playing "guli" (marbles), five stones, zero-
point, catching, and/or "Pepsi-Cola one two
three"! Police & Sentry.

The best thirst quencher of all times is the
yummy colourful ice tubes you can buy from
provision shops. To eat them, break the tab and
suck while holding the freezing tube!

All gals have a barbie doll/strawberry
shortcake/ my little pony/pound puppy, while all
boys have a star wars figurine or a rubber band
catapult that shoots folded paper!

Once was the era whereby ice-cream sticks were
valueable items, than came the paper aircrafts,
chalk fights.

Everyone envies the class monitor and his
assitant, cos they were the ones who can come up
with the daily duty rooster, giving names to
teacher on who makes the most noise.

The elite group are the prefects, the one with
license to move around, they consider themselves
above the law.

Some boys made their own guns from wood,and
used 'Bacali' as the bullets.

And your favourite holiday was Hari Raya! New
clothes, duit raya, shopping, kuih raya and
family outings!
(YEAH... WITH ALL THE BUNGA API AND MERCUN!!)

Cheers to the 80s babies!!!

GONE ARE THE GOOD OLD DAYS HUH? DOES READING
THIS BRINGS YOU BACK TO THE GOOD OLD TIMES?

the accident..

14 sept 2005..
4 ari lg genap setaun aku accident
accident yg mengakibatkan tgn kanan aku patah, moto aku rosak teruk..

hari ni, 10 sept.. jd lg benda yg hampir sama. Thank God aku tak teruk.. Salah aku lagi. Aku follow kete Storm dkt sgt. Confident yg dia nk jln trs psl dia laju je kat traffic light tu. tetiba je dia brake. Aku pun buatla emergency brake utk slamatkan moto aku dr langgar blakang Storm tu. Seb baik sempat elak. Kalo tak, silap2 tgn kanan aku pth lg la..huhuhuu...

riez (moto aku) calar2. Kaki kanan aku luka sket, bengkak.. Aku dh jln tempang ni. Teruskan gak bwk moto gi meeting club gamelan.

Sampai2 je, aku trs tgk riez. Sedih sgt tgk dia calar.. Aku dgn x malunye nangis sbb sedih tgk riez calar. Mati aku kalo mama tau. Achik sapukan ubat luka. Tgn aku sejuk, bdn shiver.. terkejut kot. X caya aku accident.

menjerit2 aku, achik urut td. Sakit gile. Tp sambil2 tu achik buat lawak. Nangis smbil gelak aku. Tak malu tul..ahahaha.. Lps tu meeting. Aku bkn exco, tp sibuk je dtg. ada tanggungjwb gak.. Aku syg club gamelan ni.

lps tu, aku, faz, syafiq, zurie, jay, n yanti gi studio muzik moden. Jamming. Lagu Pudar la, aper lg.. ahahaha.. Tiba2 je aku pandai main bass td. Seronok gile.. Lupa jap bdn sakit2 nih..

huhuhuuuu..sian riez!!!!

PC baru

Rasa btl2 seronot ada pc baru nih.. P4 3.0GHz dgn graphic card GeForce FX5200 128mb 128bit. Mmg btl2 membankruptkan aku 100%. dah takde duit.. melacur kang.. HuaHahahahaa....

Baru lps chat ngan mai.. 17hb ni dia kawen. Huhuhuuuu.. my 1st childhood fren yg kawen. Kwn sejak umo 7thn. Td aku sakat dia,nak call dia masa 1st nite dia..sj nk sakat..ahahahaa

Semoga berbahagia..

Things to do

12hb - bday faz

14 hb - present proposal tesis

16hb - exam midsem (radio & satelit)
- hantar progress report

17hb - mai kawen

19&21hb - main gamelan utk konvo

19hb - bday shamil

20hb - bday bai& nia

21hb - bday sabil

23hb - bday uji

23hb - exam midsem lagi (data com)

putrajaya

aku x prnh bosan bertandang ke tempat tu. Tak tau kenapa..aku jumpa ketenangan kat situ. Rasa mcm nak buat khemah je kat situ, dok kat situ lama2.. Tgk lampu2, tgk bangunan2 tersergam indah, tgk air tasik putrajaya yg tenang tu.. Udara pun segar, nyaman je rasa.

Aku pernah berangan, nak beli rumah kat presint 8. Hebat tul rumah kat situ. Entah bila aku dpt beli.. Aku impikan kehidupan kat situ. 1 happy family.. Kawasan perumahan yg tenang, persekitaran yang nyaman, pembangunan infrastruktur yg teratur.. x slh berangan, kalo tu leh jadi tapak utk usaha.. Usaha utk dapatkan impian kita. Aku ckp anti dgn pendpt org yg slalu berkata "Nak berangan pun agak2la. Jgn tinggi sgt sbb kita tau kemampuan kita takkan dpt capai impian tu"

Mmg buat aku btl2 bengang. Aku tau kdg2 impian tu tinggi melampau, tp x slh.. Kita takkan tau apa akan jd future nnti. Kita takkan tau kalau tiba2 kita jd org terkaya kat Malaysia ni. Kita takkan tau..

UniNTenDeD - MuSe

You could be my unintended,

Choice to live my life extended,

You could be the one I'll always love.

You could be the one who listens,

To my deepest inquisitions,

You could be the one I'll always love.

I'll be there as soon as I can,

But I'm busy mending broken,

Pieces of the life I had before.

First there was the one who challenged,

All my dreams and all my balance,

She could never be as good as you.

You could be my unintended,

Choice to live my life extended,

You should be the one I'll always love.

I'll be there as soon as I can,

But I'm busy mending broken,

Pieces of the life I had before.

I'll be there as soon as I can,

But I'm busy mending broken,

Pieces of the life I had before.

Before you.